When you were a little kid you thought everyone was your BFF, well in the real world you only have a few “true” friends.

TRUE!

maybe this is true! like if someone acts like someone one day/year then maybe they were confused. and then when they changed then they have just become what they are meant to be! it makes sense if you think about it!

ME 2!

ALL MY OWN WORDS

LOVING LIFE

i sit here and rock back on my chair and i think to myself what a great life! i prefer to make life exciting and fun and not let other people do it for me! i say completely random stuff and people go along with it! it doesn't make me a liar it makes me enjoy life more! and just make myself laugh cos no one else makes me laugh!! (this will link into my next post!)

LOVE ONE TREE HILL!!

heres 3 pictures from my one of my favorite episodes of OTH! the episode is called we three (my echo, my shadow and me) its mainly about Lucas and Peyton cos the actor who plays Lucas(chad Michael Murray) wrote it! its a nice story and a real good episode!

THIS WAS TRENDING ON TWITTER THE OTHER DAY..

(sorry its small!)

SO TRUTHFUL

You ask for the truth, but you know you can do so much better,
and you sat on your fences, and you scream no retreat...
So what will your legacy be?
What will your legacy be?
So what will your legacy be?

real meaning there!

YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO THEM!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okAQ-aRTBAY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDqKMBP-bO4&feature=related

BACK TO THAT....

the thing is....its that i care to much about the person to see them ruin their life! they have done a lot for me and i just wanna be there for them and don't wanna see them get hurt, or in big big trouble i worry that the people she hangs about with are the wrong people! she shouldn't have to do the things cos someone else does but that's why i worry about her cos she does! she just goes along with it and doesn't realize that what she is doing isnt helping her but she dosent see that and i need to teach her to see the things she doesn't its gonna take a lot of work but im up for the challenge! and you should really listen to this song.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiQo6DoXknY

FINDING STUFF OUT!

im the type of person that if i find out something about someone then i just go find out from the person its about! and im most likely to truest the person i trust more cos well i will! when i heard stuff someone close to me i didn't know what to think cos it was the type of thing you have to go with what you trust about the person! i had to think to myself what would it do to the perosn if it was true and i just thought you know what i dont really think that she could do that! so i asked her and she said NO! so this is why i think that this quote is so true!

cos you can stay stuff to certain people and if you dont know them to well dont trust them, have faith in them, care about them and like generally think that you can trust them and they trust you then its best not to tell them to much. cos if you dont feel this then who known what rumors they can spread! i dunno if you understood any of that but! well there you go!

IM DOING ONE OF THESE!!

ahhhh doing one of these in singapore this year! ahhh

ACTUALLY LIKE THIS!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gyLR4NfMiI

well sort of! it makes me laugh!! good for wasting time!!

ARGHHHH SOME PEOPLE!

why would you say one thing then not do it! they really gets on my nerves! happened so many times this week! and probably gonna happen some more! sooooo annoying!

ERMMM I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO THIS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5u8_K-syjXQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SX14KYmNcD8&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

im sorry i had to put you though this but you just gotta listen to it for the fun of it!

I LOVE TUMBLR!!

take a look at these blogs! they are so good!........

http://pokem0n-master.tumblr.com/

http://optissistic.tumblr.com/

http://fuckyeahdash.tumblr.com/

http://sothisisreal.tumblr.com/

AMAZING WHEN..

i find it funny when someone you least expect to say something smart says something that puts stuff in reality! like today! a person said

YOU KNOW MY NAME BUT NOT MY STORY

and its so true! like i know her but i dont really know her and she wont tell me either but that is my next mission! to get her on the right path of life! i got her back together with someone she had major arguments with! well it was mostly them but i had a part in it! i just love being this type of person who doesn't share to much but is a very sneaky person and i know a lot about people and they dont know i know! so well that happened today and i am proud of the person cos i dont expect them to come out with the stuff they do!

WHY THO?

ill miss him cos

-iv know him since i was like 4 and i dont really know what life is like without him being there

-ill miss when we talk

-ill miss when we laugh

-ill miss when we talk and laugh

-ill miss when we talk about other people

-ill miss when i tell you all the new gossip i find out

-ill miss when i see you with your GF and think you can do better(ill miss that a lot)

-ill miss you cos i cant manage without you

-ill miss when you say funny stuff to make me laugh

-ill miss your hair cos its funny

-ill miss that when you see me you say hello

-but most of all ill miss you cos ur my best friend!!!!

now he'll never see this but its make me feel better for doing this! cos know that iv cried i know that its ok to cry! xxxx

IF...

if someone told me like 10 months ago that this will be happening to me and the people around me i would have told them no-way that will never happen! and look whats happened!! im just so upset that i dont know what to do with myself if i look at him i like fall apart and cant deal with the pain!!!

I CANT DO THIS

i cant do it i cant look at him and tell him everything!! if i look at him i basically cry and writting this im crying! i cant do it! im having a breakdown! what shall i do?

I HATE IT WHEN

its so annoying when someone you normally give advice to says something and your like damn thats so true! happened a lot in the last few days!!!

SO BACK TO TRYING TO BE HAPPY

I SUPPOSE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BeBRsAu8WM

i dont know if this is the right thing but maybe to find the right thing you have to

do the wrong thing to get to the right thing! if you get me?

I ALWAYS SAY

i say that everything happens for a reason! i just wish i knew why this had to happen!

i also say that for every bad turn there is a good one and god i wish i knew the good turn!! xxxxx

i wont want to let go when this happens and ill be sobbing!!!!

cos i am going round the world with him! he wants to see the seven wonders

of the world so ill meet him at the great wall of china and take him to

Hong Kong!

WELL ERRR I DUNNO

i dunno what to say! i mean like i could tell you how i feel and what i wanna say but i dont know what to say thats the thing! imagine if your best friends who youd known since you were 4 went to a different school miles and miles away! how would you feel? cos i feel 100x worse than that! my best friend is going to a boarding school in Plymouth and iv got 17 days to tell him everything but i dunno what to say! its good for him to go cos he is a great swimmer and he deserves a good life! he WILL be in the olympics i know he will! but i just dont wanna see him go! he is like my brother and well imagine if you didnt see your brother for months on end! i could go on but if i do ill start to cry so here is a song to well express how i feel...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KY_tWcAXEQ8

cos i know that i will know him when i am 30 and i can already see him when he is older! i promise you ill know him at 30! i promise! and i keep my promises!!!! xxxxx